Well Huff I dont know where to start, so i will start by saying I know you watching down on us and you know how much we love and miss you! From sneaking out the house, to getting in trouble behind them damm pitbulls....We were always into something and no matter if we got away with it or ended having to answer to Doug, we always seemed to look back and laugh about it. High school was a blast and I could write for days about memories but through it all you were always there when things in my life weren't fun and laughs. To this day when i'm down I ask God to grant me one day that I could look at life the way you did. You were by far the happiest person I have ever met. I can't tell you how many times you told me "chill out whats meant to happen is gonna happen no matter if you worry yourself sick or dont worry at all". I will never forget that as long as I live. As time went on I moved off and you went to Colorado..But no matter what we always made a point to hang out one day of your 14 off. Then you moved to Lafayette...And it just so happened that i worked in Lafayette. We ate lunch every single Tues. no matter what..the Tues. after you were taken from us, I left home with my clothes packed ready to go by your house, take a shower, and go have a steak..It took me turning in the trailer park before I realized things had changed...Needless to say that afternoon wasnt good and went home.
I have been by to see your mom a couple times. And it was one of the hardest things i have done. And it only gets worse when I see Peter or him driven your old truck. You would think by now it would be easier to deal with, but its not everyday God sends someone to be part of your life that you can laugh with, cry with, and most of all trust as a true friend. We miss you more than you can imagine. All the times you called for me to go out with you or shoot pool that i didnt go thinking...I will go next time. Little did I know next time wouldnt come. God doesn't give warnings one day we talking about life and women and the next day your gone....I planned on keeping it short but you how I am when I get to talking...So until we meet again, We Love and Miss you..I know you lookin down and I know you watching over us...I'll see when I get there.... 1
